i'm walking to the something blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. i'm feeling really blah blah, i want to blah blah blah

so i went to check on my fafsa application which you apparently dont actually have to complete until the school year is over im not sure i understand the concept myself but that is what is listed on the official website but that is an entry for another time this entry has to deal with the fact that apparently they have still not bother to finish processing my form out of morbid curiousity i decided to try and figure out why turns out that they did not have my EFC earned family credit or some crap like that i figure this is due to some error i made and i checked over my paper work and it showed nothing so i hit the check button and bam! out the blue it tells me about these errors that it never detected before for some odd reason or another what is the deal with that its a good thing i have plenty of time to make corrections to the form even if i am misunderstanding the posted dates i would at least have until september to make corrections hopefully there shall be no more errors or if there are mayhaps they could take the fuggin time to send out an email for chrissakes fingers crossed on me getting that even though so far it says i'm fully elligible i have a negative that since things usually fail to work out my favor that this will just add to the list of misleading certainties

i have decided to start reacqaunting myself with the many many japanese kanji that i have "learned" over the course of the past two years and four semesters i am definitely thinking about using some of my ill gotten spare time to tutoring some of the first year students but i will have to wait and see how much if any spare time that actually consists of on a side note i have been going through my kanji flashcards and i noticed that several are missing and it's going to be a terrible pain trying to recover them all again since i had to make them on a computer and print them at home and my printer has bitten the proverbial dust and just shoots paper at me at his speeds now so i had to take a bat to it when that didnt fix the problem i decided that i need to invest in a new printer but i may not actually be able to afford that for quite a long time i have to consider money for moving food blah blah blah blah the list goes on and on

yesterday i went with some friends of mine to the mall not to shop im not about that they just happen to choose that locale as a meeting point before we headed over to the stadium mind you that particular arcade has relocated and is now several shades of crappy essentially we went to play DDR PUI and ITG only one of which was there and it was ITG the one i am the least familiar with needless to say we could not get the girls to play with us because for some odd reason people fear dance sim games which are intended to be fun but i dunno i guess i just wasnt feeling up to playing that day or something cause i just kept doing terrible sure i could have blamed the pads or the fact that i couldnt track the arrows nonetheless i looked T total terrible

i finally finished they Magic Knight Rayearth series and i am reminded why i hated the ending the first time i watched the series somehow i managed to forget the exact details of the finale but still retained the general idea and i was still peeved when i saw it again and for some reason the ending seemed to wrap quickly in like the last three episodes where as the rest of the series kind of jovially just hopped around and introduced characters long enough to have their existance made aware of without actually doing anything with that character so in the final episodes there was a total lack of support characters that we spent the entire series underdeveloping ah well i suppose all cant be answered in the scant ten hours of time that the episodes run

tearing down windows and doors, and i could not find eyes like yours

what is about some people that make them much more well not really attractive but more so alluring than other people there is this fictional person whos name i shall not reveal cause he is fictional and all but many people seem to be very very very obsessed over this fella fyi it is sooooo not me i would never talk about myself as if i were not myself as it would irk me to no end and i would not even be able to finish this post anywho for now lets just call this guy Patt Morter so anyway i have several a friend who for really real just blather on all the time about this Patt guy who mind you doesnt exist the thing is several of these friends dont even bother to ask him out or talk to him or whatever but they love to share information with those around about him and being the wealth of useless information or at least useless to me i just listen and i feel knew too much about this person i had never met so of course then it becomes my duty hehe dooty to find out who this person is so i do and then i bother to actually talk to him and he seems like a nice guy but that first time i spoke with him and every subsequent time i've spoken with him as been at his job well just say he is a server at a place called Tia's its very hard to have any kind of relevant conversation with a person when other people are trying to shout drink orders at them so i did the most obscure thing i have never done if he was a real life person i would say that i asked him out but not in any like a real date just to chill and chat for chrissakes he thinks my name is Chris? apparently that is what i look like a chris *sigh* i seriously have to fix that situation so that is why i asked this semi intriguing person on a hopefully meaningless encounter at some probably overpopulated locale and i gave him my phone number to make it seem like there was no obligation to buy lol so anyway if he does call i think he would end being a cool friend to have about since most of mis companeros are moving on to bigger things without me

yesterday fourth of july style my family randomly calls me from louisville to announce casually that they are on their way to my house this is all very strange to me becuase not even 24 hours before that i had spoken with them and i was sure we discussed how i would be working for the holiday nonetheless they were already on their way and i was already awake for the day so i straightened up the pad a bit which was exceedingly difficult because my puppy took it upon herself to pee several times in the house that morning i love her but i swear she is an utter idiot so my family shows up and they are all hungry and stuff so we head over to grab something to eat and of course my job calls me im guessing they want me to come in early but suprise they are calling to inform me that they have not made enough money that day to pay me to come in so i can stay home instead for real thats how it works there they dont make enough money that day they start sending people home so now i can spend the day with mi familia and talk about stuff and see the fireworks and what not i gotta say i had a blast i have not had so much fun with my family in a very long time although and this may sound weird to everyone not in my family everytime we get together someone always has a poop story to tell actually im not exactly sure what thats about myself but rest assured there is alway at least one so this is how the night went we went to the movies but fearing we would miss the fireworks and unable to decide what to see we got ice cream instead then i grabbed my older sybling and went to a friends house we sucked back a few beers called my mom and told her we would meet her downtown on the bridge so we find her and then decide that we want to be up as close as possible so we say so long and jump over a railing scramble down a hill and shove our way up to the front where we then proceed to make total asses of ourselves lol a good time was had by all when the five minutes of fireworks were over we headed over to wildcat liquour bought a buttload of booze headed back to my house and started sippin on some sizzauce! then we hit downtown around one am thinking that 141 would be open but oddly enough it was closed as closed could be instead we shambled yes thats right shambled over to Tia's i chatted for a sec with Patt and since we were like the only people there we tore up the karaoke machine all night we didnt even notice one of the mics wasnt one halfway through the song and i dont think we really cared we concluded the night by being ignored at huddle house so we staged a walkout and went to pita pit instead then we continued back to my house and sat outside for a bit until we were too tired to keep talking exceedingly loud on the front porch and we all wen to bed i tell you what if this is what fun i have to look forward to on the 19th when my sisters birthday rolls around itll be her twentyfirst btw i simply can not wait

try me on, take me home, the tags are on, it's still a loan. warranty is in the sack, and you can always take me back.

my mom called me (apparently several times) yesterday in quite a hyterical manner apparently me not answering the phone means im lying in a ditch somewhere do moms ever grow out of that phase anywho it was essentially in relation to the fourth of july technically today but i called her yesterday an left a message with my sister to tell her that i would be working all day on the fourth and would not even be able to see the fireworks later that night because im scheduled to close but being the pothead that she is my sister didn't bother to tell my mother anything so when she couldnt get ahold of me i guess she panicked bah when will i get to be the blight on society and still manage to get away with everything like my syblings do

when did it start to take so long to watch one season of an animated tv show ive been watching the series magic knight rayearth for what seems like forever now not that i havent ever seen it before but it just seems to be dragging itself out was the series always this long could i have simply been jaded about its greatness simply becuase it was one of the first anime shows i really enjoyed... nah then again i think i have learned a thing or two from thundercats after i had gotten older when the fuck did have a new thundera let alone move back to it and who exactly had sex with snarf so he could have a little clone running around questions abound but answers are few and far between

my lazy streak is still in high gear i dont i would be so slothful all the time were it not for me working both during the daytime and at night as well the sad part is at the end of every month i generally have nothing to show for it all my money goes towards bills and groceries ever few months i have enough money left over to buy a new cd or occasionally a video game which i never have time to play regardless when did the point of working really hard become barely surviving from month to month what every happenned to rewards for hard work and ethics since when is it better to only be able to get money by swindling it out of people or stealing or scamming for it has the whole world gone topsy turvy

oh yeah happy independence day

oh chariot your golden waves are walking down upon this face

well my final deadline for saving my chance to graduate this year is fast approaching and sadly enough its not looking too good thus far i really dont think i will be able to graduate this semester or (divide by 3 multiply by the current annual interest rate carry the one...) probably ever its just something that i spent a lot of time trying to have it taken care of but has actually run itself amuck anyway much

(from my friends blog, all rights reserved)
Este libro tiene vocabulario anotado en la pie de la página. ¿Estoy en el programa graduado?
(This book has annotated vocabulary at the bottom of the page (lit. foot of the page). Am I in a graduate progam?) lol
ok that's a loose translation cause my spanish only so so but you get the idea

yesterday all in all was just boring. of course i slept through most of it admittedly i sleep through most days if i plan on working later i cant help it night shifts are tough if i do get into school this coming semester im taking all night classes or at least nothing before two im not one for getting up before that time whats the big deal about being up before noon anyway you get up at two and everybody is done eating lunch already and the lines are really short plus what has a sunrise ever done for me that i have to come see it in the morning damnn sunrises should learn to come up a decent hour in the first place now sunset theres a setting that knows something about timing