Boku wa Kuma, Kuma, Kuma...

ok, i need to get back into updating this on a more regular basis.

the artist of the moment should technically be Lisa, but since she has remained on page since i last updated, i am going to give her a short break. she may return in the near future. for the moment, Utada Hikaru is going to occupy the spot afore mentioned. English, Japanese, and to the best of my understanding French. Utada does them all. who knows, she probably does more. from cutesy, to soulful, hip-hop and techno, if she cannot do it, no one can. Utada Hikaru, the artist of the moment.

ok, my family is like a fugging reality tv show without all the money and sponsorship involved. none of the teary final episodes, or reunion specials either. moreover, i swear, if god thinks this is funny, i am denouncing what little faith i have left. work is not much better. it is a terrible day when you have no place to escape from your own life, because each separate part is as bad as the last.

positive things... well Akeelah is becoming more and more active as the days go by. i am not sure i have bothered to mention that my sister has birthed a niece since i have last posted. however, she has, currently weighing in at 8 pounds 8 ounces, Kiki -- as i have been known to call her -- is the tyrannical tiny terror of the wee morning hours. at least i no longer have to worry about over sleeping. although, to be perfectly honest with you, i think once i finish college and move on to my career. i will probably never talk to my family again. so uncle Barris probably should not get too attached.

i am seriously wishing something good would happen, so just once i could know what that feels like. i mean good as in, starts off well, continues doing well, and if it ends, it ends well. none of this half arsed, get my hopes up, only to smash them in to itty-bitty pieces. i often wonder if i am the knight on horseback sinking in the swamp, waiting to hit a solid bottom.

i also have not been working on my language studies as much as i would like. specifically, i am speaking of Esperanto. i would love to get back into it, but the problem of my computer freezing every time i open their revamped website has proven a difficult hurdle indeed. ah well, such is life, mine at least.

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