everyone's a little bit racist sometimes. doesn't mean we go around comitting hate crimes.

ok i saw what had to be the funniest and or tragic thing i have ever seen in my life im sure we have all seen at least one blind person in our lives shuffling down the street with their cane tapping it to and fro so that they dont accidently step of the curb and fall out into oncoming traffic or whatever the specific reason they use it for exactly but it if the main objective was to prevent the visually challenged person from running into to things and other people then it was something that this guy had no knowledge of i first saw him meandering up the street towards me and i moved as far to the side of the sidewalk as possible because he seemed to have no earthly control of his guide stick but just before he would have run tripped me with it he stuck out his arm and began side stepping as if he was looking for something however at the time he was standing in the drivethru of a bank which is apparently where he had intended to go well inside the bank at any rate at some point some thoughtful random lady decided to ask him if he was trying to get to the bank and then kindly guided him to the door

i continued on my way to the bus stop as it where and not really concerned with another persons well being whatsoever but while i was waiting on the driver to actually show up and unlock his bus so that everyone could get on the same blind guy comes back around the corner just a tapping that stick all the way now mind you im not one to make fun of the misfortune of others but i am one to point things out plus there are a lot of what i would like to call mildly retarded people who use the lextran system so while the reerees where busy molesting the busses side mirror trust me there were like 6 of them and they just found it utterly amusing here comes the blind guy and wham runs right in to one of the people groping the bus then he feels feels his way around the person he ran into he starts walking full speed again and slams right into a column i mean i dont know how long this guy had been blind but he was terrible at it after running into two more columns and some homeless guy eventually one of the bus drivers lent him a helping hand

after that the rest of the day just paled in comparison i went to work i came home let the dog go about her business and went to bed watching the phantom of the opera the movie adaptation not the actually play i suppose i could have gone out but you know im lazy so i didnt i am also getting slightly irked by my inability to sleep on nights when i dont have to sit night desk at the dorms i mean sure it starts out ok but then i wake up at like 5 and i cant sleep anymore however when i do actually have to get up and go to the dorms i have the hardest time either getting up or even staying awake that doesnt even make the least bit of sense i mean i could understand if it was one or the other because that could easily be explained by my body becoming accustomed to some sort of schedule but the case being that both are happening really has no bearing in the sensical world

my sisters birthday is fast approaching and i have yet to get her a gift but i will before the week is out i also vow that from this day forth i will never spend money on anything that will guarentee to make me money ever again its a long story and maybe some day i waste the entry to explain it but for now lets just say guarentees are full of shit im done some money and up one lesson learned oh well at least i walked away with something on a final note i am still roommate and or apartmentless and it is really not looking good thus far im really tired of this whole having things not work out the way i planned them or not work out until the last minute causing me loads of uneeded stress and tension can i just have one carefree fuggin day in my life is that too much to ask although i suppose it would result in me have some sort of cardiac arrest and cuase more problems when i have to pay for the medical care that it required